工作的事情渐渐算是尘埃落定了，空出点时间下来，加上被某麻烦人士怂恿，于是决定好好地做一件想做了很久但一直没有做的事——弄个小blog出来，给自己平淡的生活做点平淡的纪录。弄个双语的blog，也算是对自己英语的小小锻炼吧。
还算年轻就一直有一个很消极的心态，希望凡事平平淡淡。一直假想着做一份规规矩矩的工，娶一个不美不丑的老婆，用不紧不慢的节奏慢慢来享受每天安安稳稳的日子。一直认定自己与世无争，其实或许是因为害怕竞争害怕失败害怕压力。现在的日子也确实平淡无奇，但幸运的是，虽然朋友不多，但身边一直有互相真心关怀的人在，每天总会有些许小小的新鲜的火花。一直呆在宿舍，直到走出去才发现校园确实很美很惬意，于是开始理解小闲对学校的眷恋和不舍……确实，如果是我，单单一个我，没有爱人和被人所爱的我，我也愿意在这么美好的校园里呆上一辈子……
不过呢，哈！也一直给自己定了一个最简单也最伟大的目标——让所有我爱的和爱我的人幸福。既然给自己背上了包袱，那么就没有借口停步不前了。
某天某处在某本书中发现了一句话，稍加修改变成了我的目标，觉得也是所有男人的目标——
做一个好儿子、好丈夫、好父亲，一个能改变别人生活的人！
Things about job are finally leading to the end. Having more spare time and abeted by some troubled guy, I decided to do a thing I am always planning to but not realize ---- to have a blog, recording down my ordinary life. And I decide to make the blog in both Chinese and English, to practise my poor English.
I am still young but always having a negative sense, hope everything to be ordinary. I am always dreaming to have an ordinary job, have an ordinary wife, to enjoy the ordinary using a slow rate. Always consider myself standing aloof from the worldly affairs, however, is it true? Or am I just afraid of competition, afraid of failure, afraid of pressure?
And now, the life is really ordinary. However, luckily, though not so many friends, I always have people who care each other sincerely around. And there're always some pleasantly surprising spark though not great. An occasional walk in campus instead of staying in dorm, brings me the feel that the campus is really beautiful & cozy. Now I start to undertand why little Kathy is so reluctant to leave the campus...So it is. If I am just a single me, no anyone who I love and who loves me exists, I do want to stay here forever...
But, ha! I have set myself a simple but really great goal ---- to make who I love and who love me happy. The package is tied by myself, what excuse do you have to stop moving?
Some words found in some book at some time, are modified by me and become my goal, maybe should be every man's goal ----
To be a good son, a good husband, a good father, and, the one who can change other's lives!
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